Wednesday, November 11, 2009
This morning I was taking Robert to school. I noticed that pretty much every house on our street had a American flag out. I thought long and hard and thought is it for the tragedy in Fort Hood? Duh... It's Veteran's day. I think that Holidays mean more when you get the day off. In College I knew every holiday I couldn't wait to sit around the house all day. Now, I hate every minute of it. I hate not having a job. It's hard to put in applications all day in your house. I have banned myself from books and movies to make myself put in more the just 6 applications a day. Yuck. I have put in applications for places that I would really like to work and hope they see me as a good candidate. I really want a job that does not make dread going there everyday. I want to feel proud of whatever I'm doing. But I know that I might end up doing another job that is not ideal. I have to be ok with that. I need to change my mind set to being more open to the idea the work is not always going to be enjoyable.
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I know it's hard, but sometimes you just have to do it for the sake of not being evicted. Or starving. Look at me, I have to clean bathrooms and vomit all day everyday. That stinks, but I get to live here, so it's worth it...most of the time. We all have our days!
Since I wrote this I had one pre-screening interview for a job at intermountain health care and I job interview night at 7:00 for Provo Canyon School. I hope I get both jobs. The one at intermountain is mon-tue 8:00-5:00 and the other is 7:00-11:00 mon-fri and some weekends.
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